I can’t do this anymore.
sarahfrancesyoung:
I can’t bear to live in this body. To let myself down this much. I was okay when I was eating around 1000 cals and day and losing weight. Now my control seems to have failed me and I have put on weight and I keep trying to get it back off but I fail myself every day. I can’t take it much longer. I’m considering just ending it so that I don’t have to look at my repulsive body every day and live in this heavy, excessive, fat.
(via dreaming-of-a-flat-stomach)
I want to do amazing things. I want to go amazing places.
He has no FUCKING clue what he’s getting himself into. I honestly feel sorry for him. One of 3 things can happen. 1. He never knows anything more than what he already knows…. as if that were possible. 2. He has to fucking deal with a psychopath with countless problems. 3. He has to find some way to break up with me, and just rids me from his life.
Sadly, it will probably be #3. Fuckmylife. (Source: vicforprez, via 4mazement)
I’m in search of oxytocin. I’m on the pursuit of serotonin.
The lust, followed by adrenaline.
The rush of dopamine.
Serotonin kicks in …Finally.
Oxytocin is released. You’re madly in love.
Perhaps one day my body will even release some vassopressin?<3
1/140 older »
|